| everyday
i find it harder and harder
and
h
a
r
d
e
r
to believe....
i keep thinking that i'm never going to be
smart enough
pretty enough
good enough
sometimes
i just wonder why i'm wasting my time thinking about those things...
but then
i remember its because i lack
confidence... |
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| i've been thinking about my future a lot recently.. a little more than the usual thinking i guess..
i have no idea where i will be in a year...
i don't know if i want to be in school
or take a year off
or volunteer somewhere
or what..
i just don't know..
and it scares me a little bit...
where do you think you'll be in a year??
-jeung hwa- |
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| hey everyone!
i haven't done this in a while...
i think its nice to have a place to just let some thoughts flow...
i'll listen to yours too..
<3
-jeung hwa- |
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| heyy everyone!
its been a while...
anyone still here and interested in what i have to say? |
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| i am not a confident person.... so one thing i wanted to say, is this...
no matter how many compliments i get, no matter how many times i feel a little good about myself, even if i'm on top of the world and nothing can go wrong... if i hear one negative comment about me or anything, i crash and burn... and i feel like i'm getting shoved into the dirt...
it takes a long time for me to build up my confidence.. but it only takes a split second for it to all fall apart....
i know that i really shouldn't care that much, but it hurts like hell... i am tired of being told i won't amount to anything... i am sick of hearing i am stupid and worthless.. i am done with listening to that crap...
but it still gets me...
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